I have had a shitty Christmas, with my alcoholic mother managing to make it the most depressing time of the year yet again. I have had enough of getting blasted for my work repeatedly. And, no doubt, this very entry will gather its own criticisms.
I used to love writing. I used to like writing little stories and little oneshots, and putting them up for people to enjoy. Sure, I had my critics, who doesn't?
But now? Hell no. I dread opening reviews. I despise most of the people who write them. I feel alienated from a hobby I've been doing in one form or another most of my life. I have literally never felt so bitter about writing in my whole life.
Well, frankly: screw you guys.
Over and out. For good.
cjmarie





*hugs* o 3o~♥
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Retired fanfiction writer, active poet and active novelist-in-the-making. Worship she who can destroy your favourite characters.
"That can't be it, nobody's died heroically to save the rest of us yet!" -- Mark Pearce.
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Retired fanfiction writer, active poet and active novelist-in-the-making. Worship she who can destroy your favourite characters.
"That can't be it, nobody's died heroically to save the rest of us yet!" -- Mark Pearce.
I only just read your e-mail that you sent me in august...this afternoon.
I was bored and remembered I hadn't checked that address in a while.
I replied, but I'd just send me a message here. I tend to check this at least once a month.
:L
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~Ame
Rather stalkerish of me really..but I found you.
h the excitement I felt just yesterday...seeing an update from you.
...shot me down.
lol.
Jokes!!
I sometimes re-read some of your fics.
Hows the novelistic shizz going?
(By the way, I am aware that most of the words I use really don't exist....it's funner that way. Apparently...funner is a word.)
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~Ame
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Retired fanfiction writer, active poet and active novelist-in-the-making. Worship she who can destroy your favourite characters.
"That can't be it, nobody's died heroically to save the rest of us yet!" -- Mark Pearce.
You're talented enough, I'm sure you'll do fantastically.
Can't wait to one day read your published works.
I can actually say I was a fan of yours before you got published.
I miss your updates though.
GundamW fandom is sorely lacking.
My inbox is a little emptier also.
Shame really.
But everyone's gotta get on with life, change happens!
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~Ame
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Retired fanfiction writer, active poet and active novelist-in-the-making. Worship she who can destroy your favourite characters.
"That can't be it, nobody's died heroically to save the rest of us yet!" -- Mark Pearce.
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