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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist cjmarie18/Female/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Epilogue

Thu Dec 25, 2008, 12:17 PM
  • Mood: Movingon
I've had enough. Enough of fanfiction, enough of people, enough of getting abuse for what I write.

I have had a shitty Christmas, with my alcoholic mother managing to make it the most depressing time of the year yet again. I have had enough of getting blasted for my work repeatedly. And, no doubt, this very entry will gather its own criticisms.

I used to love writing. I used to like writing little stories and little oneshots, and putting them up for people to enjoy. Sure, I had my critics, who doesn't?

But now? Hell no. I dread opening reviews. I despise most of the people who write them. I feel alienated from a hobby I've been doing in one form or another most of my life. I have literally never felt so bitter about writing in my whole life.

Well, frankly: screw you guys.

Over and out. For good.

cjmarie

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: South-East England
  • Interests: politics, debating, poetry, sci-fi and writing
  • Favourite movie: Hot Fuzz and LOTR (all three!)
  • Favourite band or musician: Way, way too many to name...
  • Favourite genre of music: American rock, metal, old pop songs, alternative...
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tolkein, Eliot and Burgess
  • Favourite photographer: Jas. Her photos are gonna be my book covers someday.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: As long as the memory is huge, I'm not fussy
  • Personal Quote: Wait, why do I care again?
  • Tools of the Trade: my twisted imagination

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:iconpraginfly:
Hi! glad i have u on DA now, been a fan of your GW fanfics for quite a while now.

*hugs* o 3o~♥
:iconcjmarie:
I don't do much here, to be honest. Occasional rambly journal. But welcome anyway, and ta for the watch ^_^

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Retired fanfiction writer, active poet and active novelist-in-the-making. Worship she who can destroy your favourite characters.

"That can't be it, nobody's died heroically to save the rest of us yet!" -- Mark Pearce.
:iconpraginfly:
your welcome!! and its alright. you don't have to do much to already have your great work on here
:iconfoxysquid:
Thank you so much for the watch! :heart:
:iconcjmarie:
You hooked me with your Avatar ones.

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Retired fanfiction writer, active poet and active novelist-in-the-making. Worship she who can destroy your favourite characters.

"That can't be it, nobody's died heroically to save the rest of us yet!" -- Mark Pearce.
:iconamepiper:
Oi.
I only just read your e-mail that you sent me in august...this afternoon.
I was bored and remembered I hadn't checked that address in a while.
I replied, but I'd just send me a message here. I tend to check this at least once a month.
:L

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~Ame
:iconamepiper:
Hey there.

Rather stalkerish of me really..but I found you.
h the excitement I felt just yesterday...seeing an update from you.

...shot me down.
lol.
Jokes!!
I sometimes re-read some of your fics.
Hows the novelistic shizz going?

(By the way, I am aware that most of the words I use really don't exist....it's funner that way. Apparently...funner is a word.)

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~Ame
:iconcjmarie:
Goin' good so far, though I have no more focus than I ever did.

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Retired fanfiction writer, active poet and active novelist-in-the-making. Worship she who can destroy your favourite characters.

"That can't be it, nobody's died heroically to save the rest of us yet!" -- Mark Pearce.
:iconamepiper:
Haha. Same here. Focuz just doesn't come easy.
You're talented enough, I'm sure you'll do fantastically.
Can't wait to one day read your published works.
I can actually say I was a fan of yours before you got published.
I miss your updates though.
GundamW fandom is sorely lacking.
My inbox is a little emptier also.
Shame really.
But everyone's gotta get on with life, change happens!

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~Ame
:iconcjmarie:
The way Last Letter Home is going, it's going to be bloody sooner than I expected, heh heh.

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Retired fanfiction writer, active poet and active novelist-in-the-making. Worship she who can destroy your favourite characters.

"That can't be it, nobody's died heroically to save the rest of us yet!" -- Mark Pearce.

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